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[...blood,fire.hipbruises..]

Thursday, 15 July 2004


i want him. i want him alot. i want him to be the guy from my horoscope. so bad. hes so beautiful. and things. i feel all mushy when i think about him. erik says he thinks he has a girlfriend. ouch.
that was a kick in the face.


Posted by revecarnivore at 4:06 PM

Tuesday, 4 May 2004

and the difference is you
what a difference a day makes.
24 little hours.
i always forget about this place. then i come back. and it fills me with so much. so i write. and ill probably forget about it sooner or later once again.
i love matt.but ive always loved martin.i dont want to make any mistakes.on either end of the spectrum.
everything happens for a reason, but sometimes, i cant seem to figure out why. some guidance would be appreciated. god? do you have any advice? any signs? about anything?
i need to pass school.


Posted by revecarnivore at 11:58 AM

Monday, 23 February 2004


slit my wrist so deep so i can feel the love you wreak of.

i want to bite your soul.

you make me cry blood


Posted by revecarnivore at 4:29 PM

Monday, 9 February 2004

back, but alone this time
im coming back.
this is the one place where it will just be all me.
no one else reading it.
i need that.
cause some things people just dont need to know.
matt makes me happy.


Posted by revecarnivore at 4:42 PM

Friday, 2 January 2004


...i dont want cancer...go away go away go away


Posted by revecarnivore at 7:56 PM


... i wish i was as pretty as her, so when you looked at me, you could look into my eyes, and realize, you need me

but ill never be as pretty


looks like im in this alone


Posted by revecarnivore at 8:55 AM
Updated: Friday, 2 January 2004 8:35 AM

Wednesday, 31 December 2003


best part of the night?
definitly the ride home, summed up:
me sam, erica ameil, me erica, sam ameil, sam sarah, sarah jon, me erica sam.
hahahahahha
oooh shit.
good times.
happy mother fucking new years.


Posted by revecarnivore at 6:45 PM


Travis makes me happy :) really really happy.
i want to see them in concert.
im in such a good mood.


Posted by revecarnivore at 10:32 AM

Tuesday, 30 December 2003

the soundtrack of my life
i love this song, by travis

I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything's alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
I can't stand myself
I'm being held up by invisible men
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything's alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain...


Posted by revecarnivore at 6:21 PM


its amazing the clarity that comes with psychotic jealousy


why cant i just get a straight fucking answer

yes or no?

ive never been so fucking confused.


Posted by revecarnivore at 9:46 AM

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